Lately

"Cause no matter how big the storms... I know I can find me a place that's warm.
The sun is shining somewhere down in Texas." - Jason Boland

Lately life has been so tiring. I'm tired of hearing this and that... Tired of folks treating me as if I have no feelings to be justified. I may seem like one more ass on this world but to my family I'm worth everything.

Did you ever take the time to think 'bout who I might be...
Where I have been? What I'm thinking?

I'm someones sister, someones mom, & someones wife.
I wish you could take a walk in my shoes, for a start.

3rd Trimesters & Summer...

...obviously do not mix well!!!
So I've been cooped up in the house for days...
Only to get out when I need to run errands!

4th of July is Saturday and I hope I can put on a straight face. I most certainly do not want to be outside in that torturous weather. Ugh, seriously, I wouldn't mind if Jeremiah was older and could fend for himself. However, he is soooo stuck on me like a leech. I love him so much but gosh... With him being young it makes it harder to mingle and have a good time. Especially when he is tugging on me.

Overall, today has gone pretty good. I was able to catch a nap while Jeremiah fell asleep next to me on the couch. It is rare that he falls asleep outside of the crib.

Bucky has been working 7 days straight and I am so exhausted. Whenever he get home, he does help out with the kiddos, Thank God! Oh, he is such a good hubby. Sometimes I take him for granted. But when the day ends, he knows he is loved by me! Goodnight kisses are never forgotten and morning kisses are a must. Believe that...

Well... I am about done here.
C'mon Katherine... Momma's waiting 4 ya!

A little down...

Woke up tired, as usual.

Sometimes I wish I had loads of energy but I don't.

I'm sure it's just this pregnancy... Let's hope!

I feel weak. I feel broken. I'm not the same person I use to be.

Maybe I never was a person to be... Does that make sense?

Ah, who cares. Or so that's how I perceive life to be.

I need an outlet. I need to stop getting pregnant.

Maybe then I'll be able to live a little more.

After this child, I'll be homebound for a few months

and then, hopefully, I can do my own thing.